Fuck you too Planet Earth :)

<This is a continuation from one of the previous blogs, "What have you learned?">
I'm not bitter...not the slightest bit, ok that was a lie. I'm a tiny bit bitter, but hey I'm not perfect.

Isn't it funny when the longer you get to know a friend, the more impolite you become to that person? I remember checking back on Facebook in a group of International students coming to study at HKUST. I read some of the stuff we wrote to each other back then and what I found funniest was the stuff I said...WE WERE SO NICE!!!! to a point that when we look at it now, it's kinda....ok not kinda, more like SUPER LAME.

Right now I greet some of my friends with words that don't even make sense in any normal language and they would straight forward say, "Fuck you fatty," right back to my face. Has we all worsen as nice and warm-hearted human beings? or is it just natural to be more of our true selves among each other now? Of course I am not going to say that is true or false for everybody because I know that it is not the case for everyone to be mean in order to be nice among your friends, but for me, I know that it is.

This year, I have learned a lot and it is not even midyear yet. I was the down in the dump. I found anger and sadness that came along with the certainty of death Me, anger and sadness? That's new...but then I was angry for someone else without even knowing. The worst thing of all...I had no idea how to deal with it and I took it off on the worst possible choice.

There is this girl....which weirdly is how most of my stories start...who probably thinks I hate her, but all I want to say to her right now if she ever asked is that, "How can I hate you when I don't even know you?" She's a nice girl and all too...but kind of a bitch and probably just the thing I needed then.

I was on top of the world. I learned a little bit more about romance and I now know less and less about the opposite sex. A girl broke my heart and another picked up the pieces, but probably going to be stomping all over it again soon sadly, but I don't mind too much since she will be smiling while doing it. And the things I would do to see that smile are just...disturbing.

Oh I have issues yes!!! No doubt about that and it will take ages before I even start to have a chance to be normal. But Who wants to be normal when you can be me :) A friend made me smile today and I am very thankful for that even though all he was trying to do was rather be sarcastic about it.

So what have I learned?

• Age does matter. Maybe not to you, but if it matters to him/her then automatically it matters to the both of you. Don't date an older woman unless you know she's ok with it.
• Hong Kong girls...avoid them.
• Make your bed every morning....a wisdom passed down to me from the wise and. A well-made bed equals a good start for an organized day.
• The method to actually not fail in college....GO TO CLASS. No seriously, it's that simple. People have been trying to put that in kids' heads since they were young but it just doesn't stick well but if you at least GO TO CLASS, you won't be wasting your time and though you think you learn nothing, you won't be slacking and it won't affect your other classes.
• Hong Kong girls...seriously avoid them
• Smile to the little things even though the little things might not last. Make memories that will last a life time.
• Respect the women in your life, they will respect you back. For women...sorry, nothing you can do there.