Sick

When your eyes are full of tears and you can't breathe and you have to run to the bathroom a lot...you're really sick and I am definitely really sick.

My nose was running non-stop, I can taste the drool running down my throat, my coughs sound like they and worst of all, my MSN won't stop ringing.

So yes...I've been sick, but I am getting better. For the past 4 days, I have survived and it sure brings me back to the last time I was this sick. Back then, I was so sick, I became homeless.

I think I'm done being sick this year.

Secrecy...I'm not without mine.

I once told someone...that I myself have nothing to hide.
That was a lie and a bad one at that.

I'm not surprised,

I mean...if you find out something new about someone you barely know, it shouldn't really hit you hard. It's only normal that you didn't know. But if this something is big...well not big per se, it's just...big, maybe you would get thinking a little bit.

So yes, I'm not surprised. But what the fuck am I thinking right now?
I'm thinking, "Holy shit!!!, is this real?, why is she so not normal and normal at the same time as if nothing happened...but then again, nothing happened did it? FUOCK! oh and she's damn cute in the blue corset too"
Besides... I ran out of things to say to her

Can't complain...

WAIT A MINUTE...YES I CAN COMPLAIN.

A photo taken today of an Election Promotional Sign by Candidate #5, Mr.Chuvit.

So yeah, chilling back home in Good ol' Bangkok. It's a lively time...to the point of annoying lively because it is election period.

OH How I remember the good old time when Elections are something I hardly give a shit about...

The good ol' time when my adolescence is yet to be deemed over by the society

The good ol' time when you  google the name of a Candidate and DO NOT  find photos like this one...

Mr. Chuvit, Candidate#5 for the 2011 Elections in Thailand


*FACEPALM*

So I'm walking around town seeing all these weird signs put up everywhere for the election. With me being OUT OF THE COUNTRY for quite some time...I have no idea who to vote for. And with all these craziness going on around me. I do feel the need to make my voice heard.

But what of it? Thai politics hasn't been in the best shape it has ever been. I see crooks from left to right when I walk outside and see these promotional signs. And the new trend this year for voting, is that some people are encouraging everyone to vote NO for NO ONE.

The Sign here says: "Don't let Animals into the parliament"

*FACEPALM x2*

... I can go on and on about how wrong, how low, or how ugly I think things are when it comes to this, but to save some unnecessary words, I'll sum it up for you. 

FUCK POLITICS :) 

Back home

Hmmmm, a breathe of fresh air...Not in Bangkok.

I'm finally home and there are a few stories that I could write down before I forget them all. I found out recently that some people though I can't really see are actually following my blog and reading everything I said which kind of shocked me. It was my initial plan to share my stories with everyone of course but since I don't actually know who read them, I didn't hold back...and I'm not going to start now :) I'd rather say everything as it is with the help of the best friend any blogger can have, AMBIGUITY. So getting back to my experiences in the past few days, there are many stories to tell....Like how Final examination was over and how much of a bitch it was.... Like the story of how we almost severely injured someone at Lan Kwai Fong last week,... or maybe the story of how a perfect girl whom I might never meet again went back to her home country with a little tiny piece of myself even though I never had a chance.

Final exams are over, and it sure took its time ruining my days. It's not as much the tremendous distress I got from it which I did...as the fact that I had to spend all that time studying, revising, preparing and praying for it to go well rather than spending the last days with someone I knew I'd never meet again and would hate to say good bye to. All those times wasted and grades have recently came out. I got C+ for Physics which is actually improvement from last semester so I'm happy with it. The C- in Maths however...is disappointing. I also found out that I got a B in Economics, an elective I picked in order to find out whether I'm interested in Business or not and I did fairly ok in it so I'm happy. The others....are to be continued.

Last week before I came back home, my friends and I went to Lan Kwai Fong again and we had quite an interesting night. I wouldn't call it the best night since it was a UBER TIRING one. The beginning of the night was slow since we didn't get that many people to join us since many people were being lazy, an understandable side effect after final exam period. I finally came out of UST with my Thai friend, XXX and my Dubai/Local "friend," XXXXX. We ended up helping some girls I knew carry their bags on the MTR but that was just for a moment. We arrived at Central station and walked to Exit D2 like usual.  After stopping by for kebabs at Ebeneezer's we went to meet with some of XXX's friends, one of which was leaving the next day like me to serve in the Korean army for 2 years just like every other Korean student at that age. XXX introduced me to a local Hong Konger who spent 8 years in Thailand and he spoke Thai fluently. I had  a good time testing his Thai out and getting to know his friends from CUHK that he brought along as well. The night picked up from there and we met some of our other friends from UST. We went to a club called Shake Shake later in the night after a couple of disappointing ones and had a big feud in front of the club since it turned out, someone claimed they paid when clearly they didn't. It took 30 minutes before the money collector actually paid for the money missing and we all went in. After that...what happen in the club, stays in there...but when we got out, XXXXX was pissed drunk and he didn't really had control of what he was doing. When we're walking down the stairs from the club, he randomly kicked a bottle of beer sitting there quietly and it flew down to the foot path in front of us almost hitting a bunch of girls walking out before us. Those girls and a bunch of other guys were looking straight back at us so I had to yell out "Sorry, it was my bad, my bad sorry!!!!" acting as drunk as I possibly could even though I was quite sober. The only one drunk on the way back was my Thai friend since XXXXX was tipsy at tops. XXXwas also randomly kicking stuff after that and smelling plastic flowers when we were sitting at the ATM. When we're back on campus, we found out that my Thai buddy left his phone in the taxi we just got down from so I sent him to bed since he would have been no help coming out from his hall anyways. We walked back up to see the guards at the front gate of HKUST and we got the Taxi's licence plate from there. Alas, after calling a bunch of Taxi center numbers, we had no luck. I stayed up and finished my preparation for coming until morning...helped my friends move about 24 summer storage boxes with the help of my besties :) and stayed awake all the way to 5PM before I shared a taxi with my other two friends and slept all the way to the airport. Once I got on my flight, I went back to slumber and arrived in Thailand after I woke up still feeling dizzy and tired from all the craziness...but it didn't end there since the morning after I got home, I had a trip to Hua Hin with my brothers and cousins and we had a hella lots of fun time which tire me to dead sleep again.